Jumble Up

just simply to talk my recently life...^^

i wanna buy a shoe for wearing during working time.. 

seek and find at parade......

drank a cup of cranberry white chocolate mocha frappuccino...like it very much..!!!!!

met jeremy who like idiot shouted my name..^^

i got u!!!!!!

i fell in love with this shoe at 1st sight..

i went to SaSa for shop with moon n sally...

 i bought it~ body scrub ...^^

 photoshooting on sunday at D.R park..

met 3 new frenz..nice to meet u all....^^

n met Moon's bf~dex fei...

he is quite friendly and gentlemen...
give u 70% like for 1st impression la..^^

come to a bad end...

my high heels worn out...>.<

 2 pair of high heels worn out in this year..:(

i gonna waste my money to buy a new1...

omg,much thing i wanna to buy le...
who are willing to become my sponsor??^^

my skin appears the rash...>.< 

i realized that may the caterpillar crawling on my waist..as i have just seen the dead body on the floor..

what's your feeling if u know the caterpillar was crawling on your skin?? OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i m totally speechless tat moment....

my colleague gave the ginger bread as xmas present to all of us...it's cute and tasty..^^ 

i will try to learn this and do it for my frenz next year..^^

my Xmas eve..

People like to go out on christmas's Eve ...
some ppl would like to go for clubbing.
some ppl would like to go for supper..
some ppl would like to go to church..

any eve is also a good chance to gather with frenz for having a fun & chit-chatting...
i not excepted too...i prefer go out for having a drink with my frenzs..
BUT...it's different in this year..
i cant go out with frenz for celebrating the Xmas...
where would i be??
i have celebrated my Xmas eve and Xmas with my fatty nephew who he had a fever 2 days ago...:(
we stay at Hospital Fatimah,ipoh..

my xmas eve's dinner.... 

the curry chicken is quite delicious...!!

I just wondered why the food in hospital so delicious??...

OMG..so miss the waffle cake from Hospital Raja Permaisuri Bainun... XD

 my fatty nephew..hong hong...

 hope you'll be able to recover soon..

 10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1....MERRY CHRISTMAS....

the place where i counted down Xmas...>.<

MERRY CHRISTMAS...

sorryyyy..........

sometime i m not good in communication...

sometime my mood could swing rapidly from exhilaration to gloom....

sometime i know my tune is bad, but it may be too late to salvage..

sometime my choleric outburst, no1 will know what will happened..

sometime i felt so regret,but it has happened already..

sometime i had been warned, but i still keep doing that..

sometime i know i do wrong, but i never say sorry..

sometime I never meant to hurt anyone,but I hurt you at last..

sometime i was so pathetic, i make the problem become worse...

最后的15分钟的心情。。

最后一张试卷～PA 1，60题

可能不用好像之前的试卷写个不停，只需把对的答案涂上颜色，所以很快就做完。
这也是我唯一一张试卷，我可以在那儿东张西望。

回想着之前拍着胸口说要拿3.5以上的我，觉得自己真的像个笑话.
简直是不知量力。

以为自己很努力，却原来还没到家。

没做好准备，只能靠运气。

但运气却没有随着我走。

每一张试卷，我读东，它出西。

最热门的不出，偏偏出最冷门的。

让人觉得很有希望的我，考试时应该得心应手才对吧，

但却不如我所欲。

告诉人家，我每天读八个小时的书;

人家也觉得我只是在那儿吹而已吧。

说到自己读这么多，却原来不是那一回事。

最后那15分钟，其他人都抱着快自由的心态，我却为自己做得不足而自责。

其实别以为，最后那张试卷我懂，所以很快就做完。
其实我却是因为太多问题不肯定，不想再思考，不想再挣扎，just let it go。。
哈哈，原来最后一张试卷，我却可以这么潇洒。。

临考最后一张试卷的心情。。

来到了学校，很多人依然手拿着那几张已经折了很多遍的notes，为自己最后的一张试卷，做最后的冲刺。很多人纷纷都说：“终于快考完了。”。。我就是那么的另类，我却说；“有点不舍，考完以后，每天睡醒好像已经没有人生目标。”他们说我，有那么夸张嘛?!

说真，我真的是不舍得那种每天睡醒后从新的感觉。。

来得快，去得快

一个月的准备，一个月的考试

缠绕了足足两个月的STPM

真是来得快，去得也快！

说短，却不短！

说长，却不长！

考试期间，大部分的应试者那时应该都神经失调

这一秒告诉你,“真的希望可以快点考完所有的试卷”

那一秒却告诉你，“哎呀，我还没读完啊，给多点时间我吧！！”

可能就是每天都说这两句话，STPM就瞬间考完咯。。

考试期间，那种压迫感真的很奇妙。。

平时十多个闹钟一起响起，也吵不醒所谓的“未来大专生”。

现在却因为是考试的压迫感，令他们可以比闹钟响起前就已经起床了。

就是抱着早点起床念书的心态，就可以令超爱懒床的大专生脱胎换骨。

人生就是这样，有压力，有目标，做什么事情都好，都会特别有起劲；

然而，如果没有压力和目标的存在，你永远都是爱睡的睡美人，永远都没有苏醒的一天。

如果可以

如果可以，我真的希望时间可以逆时地走，那一天永远都不会到来

如果可以，我一定会牵着您的手，带着您想去的地方

如果可以，再给我多一点的时间，我会尽我全力做好我的本分

如果可以，我希望从现在开始，我每一天每一时每一分每一秒都是和您一起度过

如果可以，我真的很想把时间倒流，好让我更爱护您多一些

如果可以，我宁愿失去物质的享受来替换这个命运

如果可以，真的希望这不是事实，而是一场梦

如果可以，我宁愿失去十年的生日愿望，只希望我现在的愿望可以成真

如果可以，我很想用力地抱着您，对您说“我爱您”

如果可以，我希望人间没有生离死别，这世界就没有悲伤，只剩下快乐