When self-demand is getting strong.....

From the day i have conscious ego, i begin to cultivate my mind with full of self-rising. My mind has appeared many SELFs 

Self-awareness

i aware of my weaknesses. It's normal phenomena for human being have weaknesses.

However, if your self-demand is getting strong, you may really work hard n hard to rectify the weakness.

Self-introspection

i aware of what i did wrong. i always introspect myself after i realized i hv did something wrong. i will more vigilant against the things happen on me again. Control all the action i do, all the phase i say, sometimes i hv to make changes.

Self-evaluation

i aware of my strength. I always evaluate myself in many criteria. No matter what the criteria are, i will try my best and do my best. I hv a clear picture of my strength and i always try to make it more   

My ego always asks for more,i blindly pursuit of everything i think i'm missing. However, when self-demand is getting strong, it will become exaction to demand every thing be perfect. it will neither help to cultivate one’s mind, nor will it make one happy. I annoy the life then, the age is more big, the things i hv known also more wide, certainly the tired degree also getting more deepens