today is a sunny day.... feel so good n sunny mood.. i think today is a nice day.. will until the end of the day.. but my thinking is wrong.. suddenly... u sms me... dont know why.. i so happy.. maybe u less find me.. although is me start a topic... chit chat wit u.. that feel so good..
But... happy time is not so long.. feel so sad... when u tel me 1 thing.. i realize that.. i dun wan to know this truth.. but this really is a truth.. what can i do.. only 1 way.. just accept it..
i cant tell u.. i m jealous now.. just only like normal.. joke with u... suddenly feel so suffer in this atmosphere.. no mood sms wit u already.. use reason to stop our talk..
before is a nice day.. maybe the God want to accompany with me.. start raining now...
why... i so depress now.. i ask myself many time.. many time ... think so many thing.. sigh... finally i know that.. and.. i also can determine... what thing in my mind.. i confirm my answer.. rainning also stop in this moment... next step what can i do... only escape it... become normal again.. and keep it in my deep heart..
maybe so many people will ask me what happen.. include my best frenz too... but i only can tell u all.. sorry...this is my secret...
i really very hardwork in my addmaths..
my best frenz was teaching me addmaths over9 in my house..
my classmate teached me when i dun noe how to do the question
i concentrate when tuition teacher was teaching.
be4 exam,i study until 2am,slp only 3 hours..
i do all this....
FOR WAT!!
jus cox i wan get A...
but...
today i cant do properly at all..
the question very different compare with past year question..
complicated n hard to understand...
feel so sorry to my frenz,
my classmates
tuition teacher n myself 2
last 5 minutes,i still not yet finished my paper..
my brain is blank..
wat idea also hide.
really wan to cry at last moment..
but i didnt did it,cox so many ppl also cant finished it..
so moody tat time..
2 way i can do after exam.
1 is scream..
2 is eat...
after eating,feel so good...
but now..
moody again..
think back my addmaths..
stress come out..
wat can i do now??
emo at corner side?
or just ignore it??
huh~just can let it go...T.T
do well in my next paper...