Sunday, November 29, 2009

went "gu ma" house eat fried mi...^^

*i most like this photo...^^



*wern jun said not so like me wo..=.=

but i think so cute..^^




*moody look...



*smile....^^
self-captured in toilet...haha....




Friday, November 27, 2009

My Secret...

today is a sunny day....
feel so good n sunny mood..
i think today is a nice day..
will until the end of the day..
but my thinking is wrong..
suddenly...
u sms me...
dont know why..
i so happy..
maybe u less find me..
although is me start a topic...
chit chat wit u..
that feel so good..

But...
happy time is not so long..
feel so sad...
when u tel me 1 thing..
i realize that..
i dun wan to know this truth..
but this really is a truth..
what can i do..
only 1 way..
just accept it..

i cant tell u..
i m jealous now..
just only like normal..
joke with u...
suddenly feel so suffer in this atmosphere..
no mood sms wit u already..
use reason to stop our talk..

before is a nice day..
maybe the God want to accompany with me..
start raining now...

why...
i so depress now..
i ask myself many time..
many time ...
think so many thing..
sigh...
finally i know that..
and..
i also can determine...
what thing in my mind..
i confirm my answer..
rainning also stop in this moment...
next step what can i do...
only escape it...
become normal again..
and keep it in my deep heart..

maybe so many people will ask me what happen..
include my best frenz too...
but i only can tell u all..
sorry...this is my secret...

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

My addmaths

i really very hardwork in my addmaths..
my best frenz was teaching me addmaths over9 in my house..
my classmate teached me when i dun noe how to do the question
i concentrate when tuition teacher was teaching.
be4 exam,i study until 2am,slp only 3 hours..
i do all this....
FOR WAT!!
jus cox i wan get A...

but...
today i cant do properly at all..
the question very different compare with past year question..
complicated n hard to understand...
feel so sorry to my frenz,
my classmates
tuition teacher n myself 2

last 5 minutes,i still not yet finished my paper..
my brain is blank..
wat idea also hide.
really wan to cry at last moment..
but i didnt did it,cox so many ppl also cant finished it..
so moody tat time..

2 way i can do after exam.
1 is scream..
2 is eat...
after eating,feel so good...

but now..
moody again..
think back my addmaths..
stress come out..


wat can i do now??
emo at corner side?
or just ignore it??
huh~just can let it go...T.T
do well in my next paper...

Wednesday, November 4, 2009


他在笑啊。^^。他就是我姐姐儿子啦。。
这就是我哥哥的女儿拉。。可爱勒??^^

甜蜜的笑&幸福的感觉

什么叫甜蜜的笑??那种笑可说是发自内心的笑。。也是当你静静想写东西时,你会忍不住微笑起来。以我本身了解所谓发自内心甜蜜的微笑,大部分都是在热恋中或是暧昧中的人。。每当想起他/她的另一半,就会自己一个人在那边傻笑。。

今天我却有了这现象。。在回家路途,坐在车内的我,想起一幕,我突然笑了起来。。我也肯定的是。。那时我感觉是多么的甜蜜。。但是这甜蜜却不是因为本小姐在热恋或暧昧中,而是一个刚诞生的宝宝。。嗬嗨。。很好奇勒。。其实是因为我看到我哥哥做爸爸的样子,从医院门外走到产房,我哥那排牙齿,都没有闭上过,开心极了!这种就是我们整天说“幸福的感觉”,连我这个妹妹也感受到那种幸福。。所以那种的甜蜜微笑不只是只会发生在爱情方面,其实在亲情也会有..


看到我哥哥刚出世不到九个小时的女儿和我姐姐刚出世一个多月的儿子,我哥和我姐与他们自己的最爱,弄出一个爱情结晶品,令我感受到,这才是叫真正的爱情。。。^^