Gred of Frenzship

actually in a bunch of Frenz,the mind of every1, sure has 1 gred..

Gred A- most best best frenz, wat secret also will tell him or her,other ppl also cant replace him or her.
Gred B- best frenz,2/3 secret tell him or her, but still have some secret cant share with u
Gred C- when sit together, many topic can share together.
Gred D- just simple frenz, when meet,just greeting.
Gred E- just very very simple frenz, but dislkie him or her..
Gred F- enermy,when meet, wont greeting..
start from form2, i always ask myself, in my frenz mind, wat gred of me inside their mind??

i always ask myself until now...i also cant confirm....

sometime i always admire other frenz like
xin yee n yee lin n kam kam..
bell n xiao thung...
~other ppl really cant replace..

some1 had ask me be4 again n again,.
y u always silent when u heard something tat u dislike by some1??
y u dun let her know, u really mind wat him or her talk..??
u know y...
coz i dun wan waste the chance tat i upgrate my gred inside my frnez mind..
coz i dun wan small happen to decrease our relationship..
cox i wan have good ending in my graduation.
but sometime i dislike wat i do...
just because wat i also b silent,some frenz increase his or her voice,wont mind i will hurt or not..just follow his or her feel..
but sometime i try to protect myself..
just let him or her think i had change my attitude after something happen..
haha...i really dun noe what i can to do..maaybe i cry, some ppl will think i very fake..

just give 1 example..
compare me with XXX..
if i said something u dislike to heard,u will scold me or ur face be dark..
if XXX said something u dislike to heard,u wont scold him or her, u just will share to other ppl to release gas..
sometime i think myself really so easy to bully..??or u really dun noe i will mind..

frenz,actually...i really mind....i really very very very mind......i really feel so hurt.....

but..
u all really dun noe...

i put my frenz in Gred A..is him or her put me in Gred A too.??hoho....i think inside all my frenz mind, i just only Gred B...how i m crzy with them, serious with them,i also cant change the standard...

maybe wai pin is right,
maybe i had my reason, so y i always have special action when i stay with frenz..
maybe this really real look of me..!!
maybe i just wan my frenz put me in Gred A...
maybe tat is my fake look..is it..??haha
en...i think now is the time tat i ned to accept the truth..something u try to get it,u really hardworking to sucess it..but...no "yuan fen", how u hardwork, the end also is fail..
i think i ned to change myself..be strong ..
be mature. .
.maybe suitable me..
..maybe i stay with frenz again, i will become like be4..
actually this blog topic, i put it in my heart so long time ago n ago....dun noe y,suddenly have mood to post it on my blog..maybe i really wan release something in my heart..start the new of me..

above wat i write, i just share feeling..hope if any my frenz have read, i hope can forget about it..i hope u all wont start to far away from me...if u really will mind wat i share at here, nothing i can say alr..
i just hope u put me in Gred F....

CHINESE NEW YEAR

http://www.123greetings.com/events/chinese_new_year/happy/chinese78.html

with this new year..same like n year....eve, help mum do housework..so curious y eve still doin housework le???this is my house tradisional,must clean house until eve..haha...not la...actually i also dun noe y...every year my mum also like tat....><>
1st..
6th FEB 2010..
coz my cousin had back KL early to eat reunion dinner with his relative..so me, mum, sister & my broter in law join with him back KL together...coz we all had our destination ned to go-IKEA n Sungai Wang..haha...Gal of course go SW la..haha...i buy 3 shirt at there..wakaka

12th FEB 2010
gathering with my best frenz..^^xin yee, kam kam, foo foo,? n me..^^hehe.. we meet at Jusco..^^ we help kam kam buy pants for CNY..en...^^

we had a dinner at Takahashi..(dun noe spelling correct or not..^^)
wait ING..^^of course capture for memory...


xin yee oo...^^ so miss her...everytime meet her, also ned wait so long time ago...haiz...but we still like be4,wont so "bu zhi ran"..^^

foo foo...^^1 month didnt met her lo...she go NS oo..^^i also very miss her..^^muackss

kam kam aa...^^oo...become botak..i very like his head...realy so round..^^
my dinner tat9..^^en..^^ i paid RM24.30..wuwu...so expensive..but still ok la...had a try at there..^^


i share drink with foo foo...^^honey dew oo...not so sweet only..><


of course had took photo with my dinner...^^

i start my dinner lu...^^the food really so delicious.^^yummy..

en..^^we just eat until 9pm...just heha few hours..didnt really chit chat...>

wao...this blog like over my topic..my topic is about CNY aa...yo....

hehe...lastly, i wish all my frenz

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

&

HAPPY VALENTINE' S DAY

My Brace

(this photo taken on Sept 2006)

yer....who is her...???><.......is tat me??? unbelievable....!!



i so proud myself, i had so pretty different in this 4 years..^^hahaha....



i still remember i worn a brace since i still in form 4..(20 months ago)...be4 i worn brace,my teeth are really disgusting...i hard to describe to all of u. But i think refer to above photo,u can imaging wat is my look....><



how much i made my brace??after i count,totally cost are around four thousands..(very expensive ho..).1st i paid one thousand for deposit,after tat i paid 150 dollars when evry month i recheck my teeth..



June...July...August....Sept.....

Until this month..

FEBRUARY....

this is last picture had took by me be4 i went into the surgery room...^^actually tat time i not very excited...en..i think maybe my teeth very tidy alr...with brace or without brace??also not important...^^

say about my brace.....

started to wear this brace..

~felt so pain until cant eat anything...ish..!!

(old ppl called wan beauty dun wan life..haha)

every month recheck the teeth...
~i always will felt so happy,coz every month will have new step to do...^^
~i also very trouble,coz i wan choose wat color i wan worn tat month..^^
when i worn the brace in classroom..
~i always took out the mirror to c my brace....(always get scold by bell n yit wei..^^)
the teeth become tidy alr..
~i always keep smile with my brace...^^
after i wear my brace, different of me..
~i more take care with my teeth..
~my confidence increase day per day...
Finally,thanks,Brace..thanks u accompany me in 20 months ago...gave my life changed...without u,i lost alot...88, Brace...(hope i wont see u in my mouth again, tat really very waste money la..haha..)

life recently

31th Jan is the last day of January..tat day also my last day to take care my brother baby...wakaka...i no ned be "yellow face gal"..haha...but finish take care baby,i ned start my office work at around Tasek.tat is a big company... i so happy i can work at there..
1st, i can get more experience.
2nd,i only work until 5pm, then i can learn swimming lesson with my frenz..

although i only be despatch clerk, i think this job can be learn more be4 i start work at country..

this week, i learn many thing...i know wat is invoice, delivery order, how to order items start from marketing... really learn a lot..

but i think let me more excited..in 1 company,all look like very smart n mature..but..their have 2 face..another face very terrible..they really very 7+1..1st,coz my sister n cousin work at there..so within 1 day,many ppl also noe who am i,i had relationship with who,i m waiting result they noe, i just do part time they also noe..wao..their mouth very big..transfer thing very fast..><..whole office also noe who am i..somebody also come to ask me who is my sister..zzz...who is my sister,none of urs business..><... most funny.. they all said my face not like my sister-joey..they said my face same with my cousin-William wo....haha...really so shock...^^but if i have 1 more brother,also is good thing...^^

delay post ..Learn Car

31th Jan 2010
7.30 am
today ned to learn car at tambun..so must waked up early ..wuwu...

8.30am
waiting at room..the time slowly slowly past away beside my body..di da..di da...felt so bored.let me think back him- Wei Keat..haha...i still remember last year of March, he n me learned undang together..we chit chat together,non stop until the end of ceremony..Ceremony had 6 hours,many ppl said very boring,but i felt so funny n happy..although he n me are not same classes in skul, we have a lot of topic to chat..so miss him ...haha..now he in NS, be botak alr,haha...cant chase gal lu..wakaka...be single like me la..XD..

8.45am
really very boring le...now i very hesitate..whether i can do the best when i drive car later..haiz..stress...
WEI, u sure can !! u forgot ur old driver teacher is who ma??..He is TEOH WERN JUN aa....u cant let him disappointed..so..??Must gambateh lo...

Suddenly...
had 1 unknown no sms me..so curious who find me...OMG..is xin yee..she said she back from China..Oh no..pretty surprise..

9.ooam
other n me changed to other class...waiting at there...haiz..my brain ask myself repeat n repeat..wai wei how u can past 3 hours at there...dun said 3 hours, 3 minutes i also wan died ..zz..

9.15 am
the class start now..tat lecturer late 15 minutes...zzz.

this 3 hours really can let me die..boring also nvm la,but he likes to ask us question,forces us to listen wat he said...zz...i force myself to concentrate,but i cant do it, the lecturer talks so fast la...i also not un wat he said...i think he scare not enuf time, so talk very fast...

12.00pm
the ceremony over,lunch time..

~1 glass of milo kosong
~1 plate of fried mihu

are my lunch..so simple ho...

12.30pm
start most enjoyable time..
i skip to learn drive car by uncle, uncle straight gave car key to me, let me drive...wakaka.. (ithink yee lin also same like me)

maybe wern jun teach me be4, i drive very well..uncle also praise me..wakaka..THANKS, wern jun..!!

i learn drive at steep n parking..
this 3 hours of amali more easy to past the time than 3 hours of theory..just a blink of eye..Finish my lesson..

1 word can describe tat day..

SATISFACTION..!! wakaka...